SubDrop and Head Space

After several months of being gone, I am back where i belong, where I am whole. I am back under Master's care, back in His loving embrace.
I think I have been in what my sister slave has written about known as head space most of the time I have been back. It is wonderful, that feeling of serving Master, that nothing else matters. I feel complete again, like all is right with my life. When I was gone, I really made a mess of myself. I didn't take care of an impending ear infection, which turned into a raging ear infection. I went off my meds and went on a downward spiral companied with a manic episode. I did not care one bit about my health, so I put on too much weight, which made management of my diabetes difficult. My GPA dropped slightly.
Since returning to where I belong, everything has been better. I have started taking my meds again, and my mental illness is under control, the voices in my head have been quiet for the most part, and not as persistant when they are there; Master is able to keep them at bay. My weight has returned to normal, making the management of my diabetes easier. My grades have gone back to normal and I am graduating in a few weeks Suma Cum Laude. I treated the ear infection and it went away quickly, and I have started preventing them again.
In this state of mind, things are better. Master and I have more bonding time. I think we are closer than ever! This bonding time, though, has led to some pretty intense dropping. But this is also a good thing.
When dropping, I feel closer to Master. That need to be close allows more of a bond to form, allows our love to grow deeper. I feel Master's love wash over me like a bright, warm light even more when I am dropping.
When I drop, I spend a lot of time in Master's pocket in my mind, curled up against His heart beat. I feel Him protecting me, keeping me safe and secure.
I am in a good place again, I am back where I belong, back with Master, in His loving embrace, under His protection, in the presence of His direction. My life has meaning again, it has direction. And all because I returned to where I have always belonged.